Let me show you the way..

Iam a servant of God before Iam anyone else After Christ has conquered my Soul Iam finally a Young Woman A Confider A Daughter A Sister A Granddaughter An Aunt A Cousin A Bestfriend A Friend A Chemist A Biologist A Nature Lover A Care Giver Iam your Support Iam your Backbone Iam your Strength No Human Nor The Devil can hurt me Iam the weakeness of the people with Hate,Malicousness,Envy,Jealousy,Wickedness in their Hearts.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Getting It Together

Hi Guys, so I recently decided to move from my mom's house.I'll give you reasons why.

#1 I will be 19 years old October 13th.
#2 This house is mentally,emotionally,and physically draining.
#3 I am in college now.
#4 I am officially Self Employed. At age 18.
#5 I need a change of scenery.
#6 I just been offered a job at a huge Marketing Firm. AT AGE 18! Yayy me!
#7 I want to continue to change my life. But when your family or friends think they've known you long to the point they think they know your next move,your next line,and your ultimate fate.And that's just not true.They are reluctant to change and I am grieving change.So I have to get away.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

"SILENCE IS DEADLY" by Official P4CM Poet Ezekiel

Tattoos and Piercings









I Regret,I Regret,I Deeply Regret,getting these two tattoos. When I was younger I use to look at all of the older girls and was disgusted by their choice of fashion.Tattoos and piercings became fashion. And I swore to myself and everyone else that I will never,ever,get a tattoo or any other piercings besides my ears. As a matter of fact, I had only 1 hole pierced in 1 ear,from birth until the age 12. Not because I was afraid to get it pierced but because it just didn't feel right,I felt bad about doing it.I remember the day I got my second hole in the other ear,my aunty took me and my cousins which are her daughters and my uncle daughter,to get our ears pierced before starting school. I was going into the 6th grade at a new school. Having 1 piercing in 1 ear was a sign of gang affiliation and so to give me more of a feminin look I went ahead and got the other piercing. One year later, now in the 7th grade, I had 10 piercings..Wow!,I know. Actually I did all of my own piercings. I had 5 piercings in each ear. I liked all of my piercings because at the time,they spoke about me,they said hey I got style,i'm different, or maybe just hey look at me. So maybe I just liked the attention. But once I got into 9th grade I began to really dislike them. I signed a contract with a real modeling agency and it was totally unprofessional to be a model and have so many piercings and tattoos. I would have missed alot of oppurtunities had I stayed in modeling. So in the 9th grade is when I decided to let all of my piercings close. Unfortunately I still have 4 piercings,because only four of the holes in one ear closed and one remained open,which is what I hoped. But on the other ear only two holes had closed leaving three permanetky open.

I got my first tattoo in 0ctober 09,2009, a four days before my 17th birthday, October 13th,I got it as a birthday gift to myself. At the time I had a drinking and smoking addiction. I was under the influence when I went to get the tattoo. I remember the day it was early in the morning, on a school day,wednesday to be exact. My bestfriend sister came over to my house and we sat at my house for a couple of hours and had a conversation. I had a $100 that I took from my mom. I took it because me and mom had been on bad terms and I felt like she stopping caring about me, she doubted me,had no faith in me,and on top of that,she gave everyone money all the time and I never got any.I hadn't celebrrated my birthday since I was 14 years old,so I was upset and I took the money. But back to the story, I had money,had nothing else to do so I figured hey come with me to get a tattoo and so we left. When I got there and told the man what I wanted a tattoo of he act as if he was in shock. When I know for a fact, he gives girls and women these kind of tattoos on the regular. I got a young man, I was crazy in love with,you can say obsessed if you want lol, name tattooed across the back of my neck. The man told me not to do it.He said are you sure,young girls come in here all the time to get a tattoo of their boyfriends name and two weeks later they come back to get it covered up because they broke up or their just mad at eachother.But I didn't listen.I made a bet with him that I wouldn't be coming back to his shop ever again to get a cover up. And I didn't go back to him,but a year and a month later,I went to somebody else shop and got it covered up. Once again it was a birthday gift to myself,for my 18th birthday. That's where the big rose came into the picture. Now six months later I regret getting both. I wish I had never got any tattoo period. Not just the first one and the second one, I mean absolutely none period.Tattoo removal is very dangerous and costly so now i'm stuck.I call it a Scar.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

From a Religious View of Sex; The Old Testament

Sexual Immorality;
Sexual Perversion;
Fornication;
Adultery;


Punishment for Sexual Immorality
If a man commits adultery with the wife of his neighbor,both the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death. If a man lies with his father's wife,he has uncovered his father's nakedness; both of them shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them. If a man lies with his daughter-in-law, both of them shall surely be put to death; they have committed perversion; their blood is upon them. if a man lies with a male as a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them; If a man takes a woman and her mother also,it is depravity; he and they shall be burned with fire, that there be no depravity among you. If a man lies with an animal, he shall surely be put to death, and you shall kill the animal. If a woman approaches any animal and lies with it, you shall kill the woman and the animal; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them.

If a man takes his sister, a daughter of his father or a daughter of his mother, and sees her nakedness, and she sees his nakedness it is a disgrace, and they shall be cut off in the sight of the children of their people. He has uncovered his sister's nakedness, and he shall bear his iniquity. If a man lies with a woman during her menstrual period and uncover her nakedness, he has made naked her fountain, and she has uncovered the fountain of her blood. Both of them shall be cut off from among their people. You shall not uncover the nakedness of your mother's sister or of your father's sister. for that is to make naked one's relative; they shall bear their iniquity. If a man lies with his uncle's wife, he has uncovered his uncle's nakedness; they shall bear their sin; they shall die childless. If a man takes his brother wife, it is impurity.He has uncovered his brother's nakedness; they shall be childless.
Leviticus 20:10-21